Demo

by Ahndru

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1.
D C M P 02:27
Walking out you set the mood again You always do, you love to play Pretend and ive had it up to here I tried to make you disappear Last night You never gave in to my cries You're always blue, You always do whatever fills your void. You always try to justify the sorrow you chose. Im tired of the things you say, the negativity Wont be losing sleep Over memories i keep Maybe now I'll finally get some rest Ignoring all the voices in my head gets hard the quieter it gets it starts the shiver in the beating heart that outweigh everything you want
2.
Bereft 03:32
Lets get the formalities out of the way forgive myself for what i made out of you you are the muse in this state of mind I lost myself that day And i get that you wanted to Move on with your life but I Cant accept that cause im a fool Bereft I watch time just go tick away With all my days (somethings you just cant change) Try to keep my rage inside of these Chains of my disdain (rid myself of tirades) that dwell in my space Bereft of things to do I'll try to drink less through the day Bereft (I'll try to drink less through the day) Tossing turning in my bed I spent the week Clawing at your voice in my sleep You snuck yourself inside my Head, made yourself warm in my sheets Cause You know im weak, singe my skin while i count sheep, branding me by your mystique, stoke the coals beneath my feet Now I'm losing sleep Over memories I want to keep
3.
Softer Pain 02:45
Tell my friends I'm ok Now I spend my nights drinking away, disgraced The bottle seems approbate For the mistakes I've made Now I choose this softer pain This could have gone any other way Now i choose this softer pain It's bottles over everything Im sorry I don't think that I can ever be saved This caustic heart, lobotomy (Its costing heart, a part of me) Either force myself back to sleep or have a drink This could have gone any other way Now I choose this softer pain I'm on the cusp of seeking revenge No I cant simply get over this Spilled guts between the centerfolds Astringent thoughts without your distaste Tell my friends I'm okay It's bottles over everything
4.
I'm Not God 03:58
Don’t wanna talk I’d rather keep it to myself Trying to keep up and well I’ve been falling deeper in my hell I like to think that I’m in control Knowing something that I’m not supposed to Done being lost I’m not taking your advice I fell for all of your lines So typical of me to waste time I like to pretend that I know Swimming in the lies you told You don’t know the first thing about being in love You don’t know When to stop Been this way For too long

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released March 22, 2019

Produced, Mixed, and Mastered
by Cesar Haro
Additional Recording and Production
by Jose Chavez

Written
by Jose Chavez, Cesar Haro

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